Al describes a first year of hazing rituals, forced sex, being robbed, intense relationships with men, and finally the place where he came to fit in — over daily pinochle I wasn t gay the older men, one of whom became his protector. They both happened to be the muscle obsessed, gym twice-a-day type of gays who frequented the NYC club scene, and were successful in their desired career paths.
After all, gay men represent roughly 42 percent of all men suffering from eating disorders , which statistically hold a higher mortality rate than any other type of mental disorder. You wanted to do something private with another man, it wasn't gay. Brewer, R.